I know I haven’t blogged in months, but I’m not going to go through the whole “This is my giant return to blogging” routine because it’s probably not. I just had to get this out.
Today is my 4th anniversary. We got phone calls from family members, cards, and we even got our “Congrats you’re approved” letter from our agency in the mail today. So why am I in a pissy mood? Because my husband is too busy to celebrate our anniversary with me. Keep in mind that it’s rare that we’re even together for our anniversary. Usually Chris is out to sea and I get a pre-scheduled bouquet of flowers delivered. Sadly, that makes for a better anniversary than being completely ignored. Tonight, he’s playing World of Warcraft. Just like every other night, and every day, and every waking fucking minute that he’s not at work or asleep. He SCHEDULED a raid for our anniversary and when I asked him if he *really* had to do it, his response was “Well, what else are we going to do?” Now we’re not even speaking. Well, that’s just friggin peachy.
I feel like shit, and I’m sick of coming in second to a goddamn machine. I can’t wait to see what happens when we have kids. Maybe I should include that gem in our adoption profile.
Fuck. :’(
